I completed four postcardx cards and one nervousness.org exchange poem. The nervousness.org exchanger edited my usual "poem for poem" offer to offer nothing for a poem. I find this form of barter capitalism enchanting. "Send me something of no value but some words, and I'll send you nothing at all". Her actual offer was send me "a poem and I'll spend you =================". Maybe what seemed to be a large blank was actually some symbolism that wholly eluded me.
I'm interested to see where the stock market is going today. I am particularly fascinated to see how the company who owns Teflon is doing. I'm curious about this, because I cannot imagine how a president whose pre-crisis budget essentially froze funding for the Securities and Exchange Commission can now come out as an anti-fraud crusader without something sticking to him. There is a tide in human affairs, when taken at the full, that still makes most elected officials seem like a bunch of folks stuck in the wading pool. Investor confidence will require somebody to jump in and really swim, but I'm not sure it's going to happen.
I have a very busy work week ahead. I've got a great deal of document and pleading drafting to do. This is the perpetual feeling one gets from a profession that is very due date oriented--that feeling that the time I spent on Saturday and Sunday playing is time I could have spent working. But there was a point in my life when I spent most of my time working. Although when I am in trial or swamped with things to do, I "vacation" in that life, I do not wish for that life again on a full time basis. I like to work hard, but there must be more than mere work stress in life. When I am working really hard, though, I notice that comedy movies are funnier, drama movies more poignant and late night frozen yogurt tastes better. Now I work to find a balance, in which client needs are more than fully met and yet my own life has rest and exercise.
I did the pro bono legal clinic at the Salvation Army last Thursday night. Anyone tempted to feel that they face challenges in life should do a few of these sessions with folks confronting the issues which these folks confront. It's sobering, really, how the patterns and difficulties and challenges folks face really magnify when one removes all money from the situation. So many times I come away feeling that all my crises lack crisis.